i am not sure if it was the welcoming men, inviting me in to take their picture,
or the mood of that shop i got in.
i'm actually still not sure what kind of shop it was.. some sort of a big machines repair shop, or some sort of a mechanic's shop?
i think i saw a tire somewhere, in between the rubbish that filled my frame,
giving me a layout shining on my heroes, sitting there for my perfect shot.
i think by now they even forgot i was there, lost between their "sheshbesh" and their "dishash".. i was ignored, even when i was still standing there.. taking my picture, and observing,
till my observation drowned me inside my mind
and thoughts kept rushing.. thoughts about time, how similar to time i felt at that moment..
i was standing there, while people continued doing what they do..
Ignored! perhaps.. or just letting me be .. the more i stood there, the longer time started passing through me.. through those aging men,
that rusty gear on the floor,
and the deflated tire .. where dust grew fond of it.. just like those lines growing on my heroes faces, on their hands.
Someone once told me .. hands are the only witness of true age.. wrinkles cannot be hidden on hands.
i shut my cam off, and ran out of the store.. hiding my hands under my sleeves.. maybe time won't see them,
maybe time would escape me.
Perhaps it will ignore me for a little while.. maybe a while longer.